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and just when you thought it’d never happen any more
it does
and yet your world falls all apart
again
and yes you know that true love fails
it does
and yet here you hoped and opened pandora’s box
again
and a tear makes a bad cocktail
doesn’t it
and still you take a sip and sigh
again
and fatal life goes on
doesn’t it
and still you wish you could think of her and smile
again
but why feel sorry that you love her
(as you do)
and why feel pain that you need her
’cos its true (so through)
– 021097 00:20
Love – Epilogue
the little impthings perch,
upon my shoulders of doubt and faithless conviction,
whispering their sordid glee,
laughing at my fetal form,
curling into the mess that is,
the remnants of another broken dreamer
through the open door of my open heart,
their brothers in despair crawl in,
speaking their voicing their,
toldyousos and rememberthis?
they laugh their scorn at the sacrifice I had made,
my petty offering of yearningcaringneedingloving
then the demonthings scatter away on kneesnotknees,
as I close the tomb of my shattered self,
with a key of coldblaseiron I seal the lock
never to let Hope in again
– 101097
I am the silence and the reminder of the dark,
the disquiet in quiet places,
the sweet torment, the faded dream,
red roses turning black,
all is (always) as it seems,
more and less than it was before
I am the surrender and the fall from grace,
the loss of faith to another place,
the sleepless night, the cynic’s wake,
the face you see, when I am the last face you want to see,
the voice you hear, the last voice you need to hear,
enchanting as it is always (once heaven now hell),
and I am all these things, for I am love’s farewell
– 021197 09:33
forever is too short a time in which to adore you,
to listen to your voice, smile with your smile,
hold you and whisper away the tears that you cry,
touch your skin, hear you breathe,
see your eyes glaze and shine
forever is gone in you and i,
the night has dawned, false memories behind –
of moonlit walks in bright empty streets,
of conversations of gods and dreams and shadows,
and why can’t i miss you ?
when forever is too short a time for me to adore you
– 111197 16:41
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